I think it is normal that every people experience envy
In the case of envy, experiencing envy may come from different kind of aspect.
Some are materials, glory or fame.
and for me, i'm envy when i see or hear the word "FAMILY GATHERING"
I feel excited when i heard this word
My friends might realise that i'll attend most of the gathering,
some might think I'm playful, but I appreciate gathering
Maybe some people doesn't understand why such thing is so good to be envy of,
because they haven't experience the pain and sorrow of losing their family members.
Please appreciate your family members, I bet you don't want to talk alone, watch tv alone, laugh alone like a nut, having 3 meals a day alone or wake up and say good morning to yourself.
People always encourage us to think positively
TOMORROW WILL BE BETTER?
I only believe it if resurrection does exist.