Saturday, January 9, 2010

.

曾经想过有多久没有牵过你的手,没想到那天牵你的手,已经是我的最后一次了。

你离开我的时候,你的手比我还热,我感受到你给我的温暖。

你给我的温暖,是谁也替代不了的。

你是最爱我的人,也是我最爱的人。

你不曾打我,也不曾对我怒吼。

你的压力,也是来自我这个不听话的儿子。

你走了,留下我们俩母子相依为命,我真地接受不到。

当我经过小学,我就看到你叫醒我的样子,我还看到准备好的早餐放在桌上,然后就送我上学。

当我经过中学,我也看到你叫醒我的样子,我还是看到桌上的早餐,然后就上课。

现在到了学院,就习惯每个周末都等你叫醒我去吃早餐。

可是以后的周末,我都看不到,听不到你的声音了。

出殡当天,我都有经过你生前爱去的咖啡店,也让我想起了你。

我到的每个地方,都会有你和我的回忆。

我知道人总是会离开,可是我真得很不服气,这一切都太突然了。

我爸才看到二十岁的我,就看不到以后的我。

我有后悔去年没有带你参加我的毕业典礼,你说你想要等我真正的毕业才去,可是都不能了。

这几天,我的心情总算还好,可是我更担心的事,大家对mummy的误解。

你肯定知道当天是mummy载你去医院的,这我也知道。可是别人却误说是你自己驾车去医院的。

我知道以后的生活会很苦,我也知道我一定要坚持下去。

可是。。。我能吗?







Monday, December 21, 2009

Friday, December 18, 2009

Bad days continue

Wat the heck to me and my gf? Feeling so bad luck recently. First is lost of Time Square parking ticket.. Already wasted so many time n energy to find it la, still cannot find it, fine me RM35 some more. Really cant accept how it disappear. We just spend bout half an hour on 2nd floor oni ma. TheN bad luck cont when my air cond broke down... NVM, still ok bcuz i still got my fan. Sunday nite, duno wat tat sohai TNB did, shut down or break down. whole nite cant sleep cuz of moisquito. Noe when the power on bac? Just when i going bac to KL lo!!!! Then whole MOnday too tired to attend class. Lagi the 'shui' when i lost the PV6 parking access card.. I tot juz pay RM50 to replace the card.. but i nid to ask the owner to write a letter to the management and let me replace... very ccb management method. TOday, just a few hours ago, my comp keep blue screen bcuz of AV, anti virus... when my bad luck can fade away a? Mayb it will just follow ppl who read this blog and doesnt reply me lo..^^

Sunday, November 15, 2009

2012 at 2.12am

1st time I bought so late movie ticket. It is so rare tat I nvr saw it once b4. Surprisingly tat all the tickets are selling very fast. The available seat for 2am is 200++ when we bought it. After playing 3 games of pool, left oni 100++. Then after we yam cha from oldtown, left 33. This movie so nice meh? I also dun believe lo. I bet myself will fall asleep lo. But o, the very truth is, the movie really really really exciting, damn song. I cant even take my eyes of the screen, keep enjoy the movie until the end. The sound effect is good, the video effect is even better and the best part of 2012 is the humanity part. I hope tat every1 can show their love to their love one before it is too late.

Saturday, October 10, 2009

MOS nite
















Finally... i had my 1st clubbing exp le. i feel kinda late for my age cuz all my frens are going so often. Never knew whr is MOS but juz follow my frens and go.. Who noes we reach bar celona instead of MOS... sml.. Yesterday i understand the feeling of 'blur' and how u cant walk a straight line.Especially when the effects of the drinks come . The music.. the drinks.. those move.. can make u feel so relaxing for that moment. But after tat is suffering moment le. my gastric cant make it for so many cup of drink n end up with vomiting it out.

Monday, September 14, 2009

Feel so happy wasting time

I feel so good spending my time on my comp for games and fb. Hence i'm not feeling tat i'm wasting my time. I stick n waste my time from the day i finish my exam untill now. Going bac to mtk tmr lu~

this is wat i did during tis few days
  • Facebook
  • Dragonica (online game)
  • Final destination 4
  • Skating at Sunway
  • A set of shirt from Radioactive
  • The unbelievble
  • Mayb watching another movie tonite
I wont waste my time doing formal things this sem break, i will juz do useless and s2pid things..

say YEAH to sem break.

Sunday, August 30, 2009

wasting my time

Wat am i doing o? i shld be studying for my taxation and english paper but i'm playing facebook and dota. Yesterday still steamboat untill 3am.... When can i finish my 600pages taxation book? Something or someone pls giv me some mood to study.

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

Tiring Monday

damn xxx tired today. spend whole day at college, from 8am-6pm. shit la. this makes me damn no mood. had my dinner too early n now very hungry. No mood go supper alone and no mood eat those dry snack. dry like dog snack. Feel like a dog with no freedom makes me no mood the worst. How life gonna continue like this? Tolong saya~

Thursday, August 6, 2009

Life is like a working machine

This is a photo i took long time ago when I'm shopping at Sg. Wang. Feel wanna write this topic bcuz i really think that our life is like a working machine. sometime is doing the same thing, something is work overtime, sometime is not happy bcuz too many things to do. Really hope there are something like KITKAT can giv me some break.

Sunday, July 19, 2009

Convocation 2009






Haiz.. time passes by so fast. Is our turn to attend convo le. Although i din attend the convo, i can feel the situation there already. Quite regret not attending but no choice la, parents duwan to attend. I saw every1 was so happy today as if they smile until their eyes are covered. Took many photo for my fren, share the laughter n happiness. I met some of my fren's parents, they look happier then their child. For myself, i missed out the chance of meeting cha shin's parents.Ooh, i am so s2pid tat i bought yellow roses for my dear. I really duno tat represent breaking wit her. I was just thinking of her favourite colour when i bought it. Sry~dear, promise to buy u better meaning flowers next time.. I will post more photo in Facebook

Saturday, June 27, 2009

CF Captain Ball






A week has juz passed by and I still feel the pain on my arm. My injured arm let me remind of last Saturday CF Captain ball competition. It was a good experience playing tis game. Although we oni managed to get to the semi final wit nothing at the end, I'm so happy to noe some new frens. The twins bro, david, adeline, jacob and jian cheng. Remember ask me to join next time. N must win next time a.

Thursday, June 25, 2009

Cursing?WTF

Juz bac from college. When me n cha shin go take our car, she asked me: " y there are chopstick on the glass there de?" then i also respond to wat she ask me lo. WTF, 3 chinese praying sticks on the viper there. WTF? who so childish playing such thing? or the person wanna 'curse' us? Stupid action. 百无禁忌!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sunday, June 7, 2009

来人啊!抓贼啊!

Today i go shopping wit my parents at Sg. Wang. Then we take the bridge tat connect to Time Square. Neh, tat bridge a, wit short n narrow escalator de. me n my parents walk in a straight line wit my mum leading the head then followed by me then my dad. The escalator is very narrow that juz can fit 2 ppl in 1 step. I smeel somthing fishy when i saw a malay guy stick so near bhind me. Then i can feel tat he is touching my bac pocket. I scare he is picking my pocket so i use my hand to cover my wallet n hp. Then the nex thing he do is drop a key and bend down to pick it. I din realise anything n I cont my way.

When i reach TS, i told my dad tat incident juz now. Surprisingly, my dad told me tat the man bhind juz now, is a partner of other pick pocket. When he bend down to pick his key, every1 had to make way to let him pick his key. Then, his partner is trying to steal my dad's wallet. My dad press his pocket avoiding him from stealing. I duno wat will happen if my dad shouted for help. After all, i think no1 will respond bcuz kl ppl are so not unite. Nothing happen after this n the day end up wit 4 shirts n 1 jeans for me. ^^

Friday, June 5, 2009

New classmate

Juz bac from KL n straight on9. today is the last day of week 2 for semester 1. More n more weeks to go. Gambateh AFA5. Weeseng, previously from DFA, is my classmate for AFA. Juz had a conversation wit him on msn, get to know abit bout him. But there are still people i duno in my class. Wish they are also as friendly as we are. I'm worried tat those Johor gals are cool like ais la.== and there are 2 more guys from Penang i duno noe yet. will get to noe them more in english group discussion. Hope we all hav a good relationship la..

Friday, May 29, 2009

New futsal shoes


Went to Time Square few days ago bcuz my tutorial class havent start. Went to enjoy a movie, Nite at the museum 2. very funny movie. After the movie then i remember i hav to buy a pair of new futsal shoes. There are 2 choice in my mind for that moment. Paying higher price for better quality or paying lower price for normal quality? then i go to the shop n make my choice. i saw many shoes are on sale n i took a pair of NIKE for RM139. not bad price huh? hope to have a better futsal route wit my new shoes. muz win always. ^^Y

Friday, May 22, 2009

the day has come

yeah, finally my holiday is almost over. Going bac kl tis saturday. going to meet my dear dear. studying is fun but sometime is stressful n boring. but i had so many fren to play wit. Worth la!!

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

new photo


juz took my passport size photo for my new id. Feel so excited to step into adv lvl. i duno y i juz cant smile 100% infront of the cam. ==. making me looks like half smilling oni

Sunday, May 17, 2009

ADV Diploma

Yeah, after checking my final exam result, i'm so happy tat i had finish my diploma n going 2 cont my adv lvl soon. C u guys soon at adv lvl. tata

Friday, May 8, 2009

小强啊!!

Yesterday after futsal i went to take my bath..

When i'm enjoying rubbing and washing my eyes, a normal man will close his eyes. I feel a very itchy feel around my right feet. Then i kick my feet and heard a small sound. something small hit the pail. SHIT, it was 小强!Normally i'm not afraid of a roach but..... I"M NAKED tat time la.. i scare it fly over my body..especially 'there' la. so ppl say 先发制人, i use my PAMOLIVE shower gel n fill in some water. keep spray to him and within 3 sec he stopped struggling.. Heard ppl said tat alkali can kill roach. U guys can try tis method if u wanna kill a roach. but i think most of u all will run out if u saw a roach during shower.

Thursday, May 7, 2009

ZA



ZA

NEW YORK

DEEP HYDRATING GEL


Written there on it's cover that it was essential gel tat maintains healthy mineral balance and long-lasting moisture for dewy soft skin.
Full with Power Mineral Complex, Vit B5, and Vit E.
Power Mineral Complex:
A seaweed extract composed of marine-derived nutrients and minerals, including iodine, vitamins and acid amino. It helps to maintain plentiful moisture and retexturize skin, for a revitalized look.
Looks attractive. Hope it really works la. All the wish to me